Dear Kurt, 

You know what had happened yesterday and you know how this is making me mad. I feel like every step I take is a huge mistake and I can't stand being alone with my thoughts. I mean... I don't even know what to say, Kurt. I just wanted you to tell if it was right or wrong... 

I feel like I'm drowning. I wish I could think in another way. For example, some people deal with things differently. «Ok, it happened, so what? Big fucking deal, it happened yesterday, it doesn't matter today.» Well, I just can't live like this, and I wish I could. I just have to thank to all these books and series and movies that help me to escape my reality. I just need to be busy. I can't think. I can't.

«Peace, love, empathy.»