Dear Kurt,

I feel so bad for feeling sad, like I have a lot of problems, when my life seems pretty normal in fact, and there's a lot of people on Earth with bigger concerns, but still... I can't avoid this. I'm freaking out.

I just need a free ticket to somewhere far, far away from this place, somewhere I can not receive his phone calls, somewhere I can't open is facebook page, somewhere I can stop thinking about his existence. But now, he is calling me and I'm so stupid for appreciating it and... answering is call with a happy «Yes», which is exactly the opposite of what I feel. Forgive me for being so messed up.

Peace, love, empathy.