Dear Kurt, 

I usually focus on the lyrics of your artistic creations, as I usually refer to the amazing gift you gave the humanity, trying to understand the meaning behind them. People speculate a lot about them. For example, Cancer and Pisces, from Heart-Shaped Box. Courtney is Cancer, you are Pisces. Some say you used cancer as the disease, as a metaphor for your relationship with Courtney. I don't know. But this made me think about another thing. You know I'm really interested in zodiac signs. Not sure if I believe them or not, but I like to know things about it. 

And I thought about you and me. Pisces and Cancer. Water signs. Too emotive. Too irrational. Too dependent of others, of care and love. I just can't put into words how much sense it makes to me. Cancer and Pisces. The deep connection between the two most emotive souls of the zodiac sign. Call me crazy, but this is what I believe in.

The connection I feel with you, I can't explain. The way I react to your voice, the power it has on me. How it makes every single cell of my organism feel alive. Because you understand. You made art seeking for answers and answers were what you gave me.  

I can't even know how I happened to discover your existence. No one in my family listens to your musics, so why? How did this feeling grew? I can't remember. It just made perfect sense. I can even consider there was something strong about you, from a distant past. I don't know. But there's something. There was always something. Of this I'm sure of. Thank you, thank you, thank you. You are my strength when there's nothing else and what keeps me from drowning when things get too bad for me to handle all by myself. 

«Peace, love, empathy.»