Dear Kurt, 

I need to finish this chapter. So that goodbye won't hurt because the story is finished. I want him to be my friend and that's all. Last night I had a dream that made me realize I can't have that kind of involvement, it wouldn't make any sense. I don't love him. I understood that and it made me feel relieved. And that's it. I won't change what I want most in my life for something that I only want in the moment, because moments pass and life continues. This letter is really small, but you know, I need to write to you, so that I can understand what to do. Thank you for being my support. I will be forever thankful. «Because maybe, you're gonna be the one that saves me. And after all, you're my wonderwall.»

«Peace, love, empathy.»